Chapter 50

Diary Entry 31 January 2021 – My goodness… I can’t believe I am writing an entry like this again. Every time I think it can’t get worse,

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Chapter 49

Diary Entry 30 January 2021 – Since a few days I randomly pull one of my ‘Angel cards’ each day. There is always a positive message on them

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Chapter 48

Diary Entry 24 January 2021 – Today I will continue what I started a few entries ago. Which is transferring various notes I wrote, into my diary.

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Chapter 47

Diary Entry 22 January 2021 – Yesterday was the first time I had a panic attack again, after a long time. And since then, everything around

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Chapter 46

Diary Entry 20 January 2021 – I saw a monster in me. The monster which causes all negativity inside of me. But it wasn’t me. I am not that.

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Chapter 45

Diary Entry 11 January 2021 – Today was the first day of online-schooling. Due to covid, everything is closed down again, including

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Chapter 44

Diary Entry 1 January 2021 – This is a scene I imagined when we were supposed to have a Zoom call with our family in Germany (but I had

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